e day of a slacker + unhappy childhood

Winston Tay, u damn "bu gou peng you", i always help u loh.. Even help u to call girls, then u lar, didnt even wanted to help me to add tag board. But since i am smart, obviously i know how to add.. -angry- Amos Chia so much nicer than u loh... Winston = Big Loser.. First day of new year called me just to call me a loser, midnight somemore.. So childish rite? Know u for 9 years liao ok? 1 more year then is a decade, damn long loh.. Stupid!! Next time dun help u liao.. Dun call me to ask for news of Lavina! Opps, i say that out... But every1 knows rite? Hahaa..

Today i did nth.. At first, i wanted to brush up my SS/Hist, but i can't get myself to do it.. That's worst than doing a comprehension + summary. How sad, i tot EL is the greatest fear in my heart. No, got smth else.

Anyway, i went to NTUC to help my sis to buy her brownie mix. The smart me (BHB) obviously waste time with good bargains. I forced my sis to help me mark my compre + summary. Aiya, last time got tuition, got ppl help mi mark. As for now, dun have any1 to help, Eldora also not veri convenient, dui bu dui?

See, i so hard working, i cheated my sis to help me mark my work(she refuses to, cos she says my work is totally wrong, muz edit the whole thing), not to get her to buy me things. Sigh..How pathetic that is.. Being hard working also need to beg, cheat, praise ppl. Poor me...

Anyone of u interested to mark for me? Got answers provided by the side. i just need to confirm if e sentence structure, grammar, tenses, expr. and answering techiques are correct, esp summary. A lot meh(it's quite a lot, but if u'r gd, it takes little effort)?I think i damn slack now. Last year i complete an assesment every 1-2 months. This year, i haven't even touch the first assessment. =P Sorry, Ms Tan? Hahaa.. Damn slack, u guys must remind me ok? Or i would soon join "The Slackers Club" and i suppose i am in CCC, "Cedar Crap Club". lolx..

Anyway, my good Junior Priscilla is damn hard working. i feel so inferior towards her. i taught her stuffs, and she scores better than me, thinking that she is not hard-working enough. Priscilla, u must know when to slack and work hard, dun tire urself ok? i will try to work hard, if i can...

For maths, sci & photograph perhaps i will. Even giving me 5 duties a day, i wouldn't complain. i mean, i wouldn't complain too much..Like tuesday and wednesday, i am e only one on duty. Then cultural week, i will be everywhere again. =) i dun mind, for at least i got smth to play with... But as for things i dun like, forget it..

But winners get their position thru hardships. Dun try, u will never know. I know u guys will say i am naggy, but i can tell u this, Grace doesn't belongs to F&N. i might belong to Triple science, if not for my pri 2-3 incident.

A good teacher's motivation can bring u thru your life, but jus an inhuman teacher can cause ur life to be destroyed ( i know e spelling now, i will never spellit as "destory" again!!). That tchr caused me not to trust any ppl other than family members thru that period of my CHILDHOOD ok? How pathetic.. That is the saddest thing that had happened to me in my 15 years of life loh.. ^%#@! Do i sound fierce? Perhaps, but i really HATE that so-called teacher.

Oh ya, my sis and mum attended a course, teaching u how to use ur sub-concious. For ppl who knows me quite well, i like psycology (i can't spell!). i read abt how ppl use their sub-conscious to bring them to greater heights, like kept telling urself u'r e winner b4 u slp and right after u wake up everyday(Seok, i neva bluff u). They told my mum and sis the same thing, but obviously, a $200+ course must teach smth else. It is, "Ur sub-conscious can't differentiate right from wrong, u just tell it want u want, it will wilfill them". Haa.. So use propaganda to cheat ur sub-concious now! Damn funni. if i can, i wanted to attend too,but it is far too ex and must be 16 and above. Wasted! My sis and Mum dislike the course, but i believe i will enjoy it.

P.S. is my entry always veri long? i make more paragraphs wil be even longer.. i find it so irritating jus to reread to find mistakes loh.. But i am talkative, cant help but talk a lot..