My dog, Chaster (izzit a happy ending?)

Today is e start of cultural week. =) Covered 8 events... And e onli lesson i have is -- 15min of Chemistry. Wow!! But doesn't matter.. My results dun suck a lot.

Updated results:
EL 59.2 HMT 70.3 Emath 83.0 Amath 85.8 SS/Hist 48.7 Geog 70.3 Physic 89.3 Chem 72.5
L1R5 is still 9. But this doesn't matter. The most impt thing is, my dog is gone, forever!!

Si Ying, sorry, i can't wait till you got a dog b4 Chaster left. It was just a sudden decision. An Uncle came and showed my parents his dog's photo. Then, it is almost the same breed. So, Mum gave it away, for that dog is well taken care of.

Sometimes, i am wondering if i could give it its best life. Everyday, it would sit down on e stairs, alone to attract attention. Sometimes when i got too tired, i even refused to acknowledge his presence. Sometimes i didn't even look at him when i was rushing. Perhaps, i treated him like a hinder.

But now, i really hope that he's here, barking (he dun bark unreasonably) with e sound i think it's normally noisy. I really hope that he's here, giving me the pathetic look and hoped that i play with him. For now, i am sure i would run down just to play with him.

My Mum is crying, just like what i am doing now. My mum brings him for a walk twice a day. For sure, this will change her daily life. I am crying, really weeping. I didn't mean to ignore him at times, i didn't mean to kick (gently, i am not VERI violent)him as he was lying on my shoes.

Things which were gone seem more impt than when they were with you. I knew it's just like passing clouds. Come and go as fast as it can be. But, izzit too fast or izzit too slow? It stayed too long, so long that i grew in love with it. It left too early, too early for me to bare to leave it.

Now, i could do nth. i am almost oblivious of wat's happening beside me. But i jolly-well knows that this cover my 13May entry, which i hoped some1 to read. Besides, I agreed for his departure, instantly. i think i shocked my Mum, perhaps she is hoping that i say no to it. After the cats and ginuea pigs incident, no matter it is tortoise or fishes or birds which i don't care abt, they would still ask me. When i says no, that means the final decision is, no.

But i agreed to it. i am sure he could give it a good life, give it much company, really take good care of it. For this i am sure, i should be doing a right thing. The uncle seems nice and his dog is cute, i think Chaster should be fine, living a life he desire there.

Chaster, i will keep u in my prayers, which none enjoys that attention, including those reading this. I am not trying to say that u all are worse than a dog, it's simply to show how much i loved him.