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Today got CIP, collection of old newspapers/clothes. =) That's quite fun. Hehee.. I am abit hyper now, due to my dog. I actually disturb almost every1, even i myself finds it irritating. Anyway, my left wrist is injured, cant really carry heavy stuffs.

Mdm Noor (I dunno wat's e correct spelling of her name) was like calling me not to carry too many things at one go. But the thing is, that's not many. When we need to transport or pack goods, a packet of rice is 10kg. Newspapers = small problem.

Anyway, my Sis got into Mecidine. She was so over-joy (Got such word?) that she kept calling us to call her doctor Lam. I think she will be a good doctor, for she has e real passion in healing ppl.

This period of time while waiting for her 'A' Level results, she has been helping out in a hospital with all e cancer patients whom were diagnosed that they will die within 3 months. What a meaning job, isn't it? From there, she started to go more and more regularly, and now, it's almost a daily thing. =) i hope i can achieve such qualifications.

With this, i could feel e burden on me. Sometimes, i really hope that my brother could do badly, so i feel more ease when not getting good grades. But, that's almost impossible. i admitted that i am stupid, i admitted that i am not as good. So, i am willing to work harder, 10 times harder. Ppl studied for 2 days, i studied for 2 weeks. Although i felt that this might be unfair, but at least i am trying.

Nowaday, ppl says that is e process that is impt, not e end result. Hahaa.. BIG joke. Who really cares? E process is only recognised when u made achievements in e end. But any one takes notice of e diligent failures around. Ppl like to say, when there's a will, there's a way. Bull shit!! What abt e surrounding situation? What abt the burden and work load? Got will might not have a way. All doors might be close, wan2 da4 feng1 cuo1 de2 shi2 hou4, yi1 ge4 ren2 yi1 tin4 mei2 wei4 zi3.

Next time i will type in e form of poems, easier to read. =P Testing only...